i just realized i'll be spending the holidays with my brother's girlfriend. she's prissier than i am. not good. seriously. i'm the princess in the family, k? k. ok. i'm not really trying that hard to like her, but when i co try, a little bit, she does something to annoy me and i remember that i'm acting like a child and decide she's poo again. (btw, i just heard my friend's 9 year old call her step dad a poo head. yeah, gotta upgrade my vocabulary. i called myself limiting my sailor mouth, but was reminded, again, that i sound like a 9 year old. sigh. back to sailor mouth it is?)

apprently, maybe, possibly she's been in town all week, which is part of the reason my brother's been ignoring my texts. he texts me today saying 'we can come over tomorrow to help you finish packing.' i think.hmmm. i sent you a text tuesday telling you when i'm free. it's friday now. you're talking about tomorrow. you ignored me and now i have plans. and really dont want your GF rummaging through my stuff. but i did say thank you and say i'd just finish myself. which iwill. i just more want someone to talk to me while i slave away. it's less painful if i'm distracted by fabulous conversation. pretty sure the lovely rebel belle will be coming by tomorrow to hang. i'll knock a lot out then. ok, there's not a lot left, but it's the last painful parts that are the worst.

ok. i did it. that thing i was all freaked out about and of which i am too embarassed to type into words, though half of you know already. it went well. now we go on from here. things can only get better. right? RIGHT?!?!!!! yes, i thought so.

don't think i'm gonna be able to find anything abnoxious for DLF to wear to the league meeting tomorrow. maybe someone else has thought of something. winners sashes would be AWESOME! wish i was crafty. would've wasted a day making them. yes, i realize it's probably not all that hard, but i'm REALLY not crafty. not at all...

spent all day with Jinx. at her studio, figiting around pretty men, eating lunch, getting handed the scolding hot torch that is the MMP committee. what have i gotten myself in to? eeps!

then my trainer missed me so much he kicked my ass till i couldn't lift my arms over my head. it was super awesome.